STOP Running on Fucking Emotions

Like what the fuck? 

Why is it that if i state my opinion I get shunned down when YOU  asked for it. God dammit . . i'm tired of living in this household and I swear I'm going to die young.

My older brother , older by 5 years. Being this emotional little asswipe, like honestly. Grow a dam pair of balls and stop acting as the bystander. Stop being so fucking blind that their isn't a double standard in this house, neither is their a clique as you do say so. The only problem I see to , is that you are the scared. Scared that whatever you say to our father you'll get denied and yelled at for doing so. Holy shit .  . don't start taking out your own personal frustrations at me.

This fight started over the past fights we had. By now , it has accumulated to the point that i'm legit swearing(which I don't do , very often but felt the dying urge to show my anger towards him).

I get it , life is hard because you're 23 and you pay the bills. My hat goes to ya, but when you're mad, angry even frustrated, gives you no excuse to run on emotions if something or someone pisses you off. 

Kudos to you  sir , for going into a fight where you go into a battle of listing all my faults I did as a childhood. Oh and no I'm not going to suck your dick bitch ,because you aren't ghetto neither are you T.O.P. 

"Whatever you're just running on emotions and that you need to realize how ignorant you are with this double standard"

 "Well at least I don't go talk to my friends , youtube or blog about this shit. Let alone go back into cutting yourself you faggot" .  - no.1 big brother award goes to him 

Like seriously. How fucking dare you start saying I'm not allowed to even talk to anyone or let alone express how I feel about this family in a calmly way. The fucking times , I talk to my friends have kept me sane from going back to smoking , from trying drugs from whatever can make me escape reality. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO CALL THEM SHIT. Oh and further more , you still remember I cut myself? Wow are you a fan of my personal life? Sure I did it when I was young but don't be so ignorant on people who cut. They all have reasons and if that reason is to cut themselves as an outlet, you have no right to question let alone mock them later on in the future why. So congratulations bitch, I've learned that you're an emotional adult running on emotions as well someone who cant let go of the past and look to the future. 

Holy .  . moly. . . the second brother comes in. Asking me to apologize to my oldest brother and im like no. He won't learn from it. My second brother replies " You know you're rude and that we can always beat you up ,but we choose now too. Would you rather have a brother who does or doesn't" . Wow you're fucking e right? I'm legit getting questioned if I should get beat for giving my opinion.  I reply " You do know ,that is a threat. A threat like that seems dangerous for me to live here and even if you did lets say beat me up , I can call the police to arrest you. Arresting you or him will make you go to jail and when you come out of the job, the chances of people looking at your background to get hired will be slim. . . . As well for the offence of violence , people will look twice at your profile". Lmao and this reply comes out " Lol , i'll say it was self defense" . You're kidding right? I'm not fat nor muscly but I do have a brain to understand right from wrong. 

His replies " SEE , YOU NEVER LISTEN AND YOU DON'T EVEN CARE TO BOTHER ETC ETC ETC ETC" . Point being is that I make my statements clear. I don't ask for much but I do want a say when the rightful time comes. Its not that I don't care , its when you start asking for my opniion but when it strives of the truth you want to hear. You go anal and start whipping out my old past. 

Fuck you, Fuck your face , fuck your emotions. I just blogged about my emotions. You mad -.- ?

Sorry guys . . needed to get it off my chest. 

Being tolerable can only go so far. . (help)

Ughh  . . another endless rant.


How many times in my life am I  antagonized for him to feel good about himself for his own insecurities(Answer is ALOT). Like hooooly. Yes , I know I am not perfect. I get that. I do admit I'm wrong and I apologize. However , once I let my guard down to apologize. . . Don't start adding all this bs crap that was not even my fault but just needed  to add extra shitt so you can have a finger to point at.

For pete's sakes , how tolerable do you think I am? For my past year you've done nothing as I have done so much for you. Sure pay the fucking bills , but understand that you don't pay the majority of it which doesn't give you the right to say because you have bills to do, that you can't even write a simple card on office paper. Like wth. Every Christmas and on his birthdays I've given him gifts ranging from prices. Some times I can afford big sometimes small . . but regardless it was something and ofc thought was placed in it. Understanding that I never received even a penny from him or just a simple card OR WHATEVER. To me w/e  . . I'm tolerable I get it . . but to an extent. . . (Also can I add how many meetups with old friends and gangs with school I could of hung out with but didn't? Because , he didn't want to drive for a few minutes whether sunny, rainy , snowy . .  How many opportunity I missed because of him? I'll write that in another post) 

Yes , I am a bottle and blast person I keep it in and hold my emotions til I get the right time to go into a catharsis. Great job , my brother pushed me again for shit. We yelled and argued. Him wanting to address what my problem is with him. Honestly I said it all . . everything. How its not fair that you can judge me for almost everything that breaks around your area of appliances. Why can't you just assume guilty unless proven? Like wth. .  I even fucking apologized. .  .Lmao then he said he apologized and hoped to be forgiven. Fuck no I ain't. 

These problems with him and I are habitual. I'm sick of it , no more "yes yell at me more shizz" and time for a stand. The more I allow him to understand that the problem is gone quicker since forgiving is ever so easy in his eyes to me, the more he'll just assume its me when something goes wrong.( Oh btw , he might be thinking i'm typing this to all my friends right now how he's a jerk off, since he understands I'm a social butterfly. But really , that's not my style. .  .I like to write as an outlet and here I am writing how I feel and its calming my nerves. Though he probably is telling his friends in spite of me looking like I am trying to type to every friend I can find)
But anyways . . 

As we were yelling these notes hit me. When I addressed that I was angry that he yelled at me for (reasons above) but fixed/solved them later on. I was like wth in my head.  WAIT so you just scolded me for doing something that could be fixed? HELLO MEGAN ,learn to fucking compose yourself and your god dam emotions. I get it you're in the heat of the moment but think next time think  . . . can it be fixed? Is yelling really going to make this problem be fixed? 

My god . . what I do just to hit him in the face like in those anime's. *ANIME SLAP TO THE CHEEK* ^0^ lol . .  .

I feel better . . 

Bye bye guys~!

Working with Partners ( School)

Hey guys ,


Today is another entry on school related stuff. Ughh . . where to start .


So were given this assignment by our teacher. That we need to be paired in groups and create a lesson for our class. Sure , I was down doing it alone but cause our teacher is ever so vigilant in keeping us included and not introverted. She insisted we have groups.  Fuck me. These kids come to me and ask me if I want to be in a group. Me being so iffy , I answered yes.

Now . .

Because we have the weekend off to do w/e I assumed they would do some shit. As we equally made parts for everyone to do. But you know what happened? No shit was done except for my part. So here I am late at night (2am) working my ass off. To help do their parts. Fuck me right? I legit gave several emails and text mssges. Asking to fucking do some shit or i'm kicking you out of the group. Honestly , if you don't want to do work fine simple I'll kick you out. OR snitch that you didnt do shit and hope you get a 0% .>.>

w/e I just gave a huge vent to my teacher explaining my situation and hopefully something gets done. I'M PRAYING something does.

#end rant.

bye guys. :[ wish me luck.

Valentines Day / Looking past the cover --> liking a friend?

Hey guys , 

As valentines day is coming. I'm starting to feel the need to grab a tub of ice cream and start to watch sitcoms on my sofa til the day is done. While me feeling miserable how everyone I particularly know of is loved by another half. Kinda sucks =/ . However I'm starting to have these feelings for a friend. A really good friend. Though the friend is a complete douche bag, takes jokes way to far. I just can't help but to hate but like. . . is that awkward? I don't know maybe I can just see more then what meets the eye you know?

You know that friend right? The friend that's a complete jerk-off to everyone but somehow when you're alone. Spending time with them its just a complete different person? Now wen you hear the gossip and rumors about this friend. How people go on saying "how their a douche, their mean" etc but actually if you got to know them on a 1 to 1 basis and actually open and give a chance. In your own head you're like "He/She is not like that , they do that to cover up whats truly inside them" As for myself , i'm the BIGGEST hopeless romantic out there. So having these wallflowers in my life is like checkmarks on my hopeless romantic list.  . . 

Anyways here goes the feelings I noticed when I actually started to have feelings and like this person .  As time is passing, people start saying these things about him/her straight at my face. "You know he/she is like a *insert negative comment* right? " . While everyone head nods. I blatantly start defending the person. At this moment my eyes widen. My face is starting to feel hot. I run to the bathroom and start to compose myself what just happened. After school ended, I went on the bus and just pondered the thought still. Did I just defend someone who's known to be a douchbag? But really in the inside he/she isn't.  . . I tell my close friend this. Now I know some of you may ask that this friend could also know the persons rep but they don't go to my school so its a good choice as a mediator right 8D .  After hours of talking ....
My friend just answers " maybe you're in love" O.O . I started to feel flushed , my heart started to pound and I just typed "NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO IT CAN'T BE" . I know I tried to deny it. But I couldn't. I can even understand for myself that defending that person was a spark that I actually had something for he/she. 

Now I'm confused. . . As Valentine is approaching I have a plan. Make some chocolates for him/her and my friends. So its not all that awkward  Put a letter for each one so its not that obvious who I'm actually trying to write too. Make it seem very vague that I have feelings for him/her but not to out there for them to decode and understand where I'm trying to get at and hopefully this will all work with my hopeless romantic mind set. Which brings me to what to expect and do to further tie my relation with them. 


So my question is guys HAVE ANY TIPS? I want to let them know how I feel but not in a strong at your face way. Something with class and that they'll grow to like me. . . As well what are you guys going to do for valentines day? Any plans? 

Bye bye~!

Happy Early Valentines to all you guys!

Writing Personal

Hey guys ,

How are ya'll doing? I'll probably edit this post some time later. However , I just feel like I need to address my opinion. As writing is my outlet ,I really don't mind if you guys do skip this post because it really isn't interesting.

 As my new semester sets in , the assignments given were very interpersonal. I felt suffocated that I had to write about my life. Showing a side I don't like to show since its not the brightest and happiest thing I own to my memory with them. Anyways . . what got me thinking was that when I started to write about bits and pieces of life. I could see the trend of bad memories starting to pile and grow. In the end the write up ended with more bads than good. When I saw this , I scrapped the sheet and threw it in the garbage. 
After eating my dinner, taking a shower , doing homework. I finally went to bed. Looking at the window outside seeing a white blanket covering every corner it can find. I walk back into bed and looked up at my ceiling. Thinking, about that list I wrote.  I don't know why or how ,maybe because the room was dark and calm. I could finally think for one second, I smiled. I was like "heyy la maybe my life isn't so bad". I said this because I began to realize that all these memories helped me grow and pave who I am today. I still truly do wonder if I actually didn't have these obstacles in my life. Would I become those heartless rich spoiled kids? Hmmmm... who knows.

All I know for sure is that if we didn't have bad endings in our lives, how would we be able to feel the good ones? Right??? :)) and be who we are today because of them.


That's pretty much what I have to say ,to let off some steam in my head.

Bye bye~! 

New Semester ( baby steps)

Hey guys ,

Today my school started the new semester. That means new classes , students and teachers. Wow.This change is huuuuuugee and its as if my previous semester did not mean a thing and was just something to look back in the past. Though , having the chance to experience new things in my previous semester that I wouldn't have known for myself if I haven't took those courses. IMO , I believe that if I hand't took these courses it would not make me as of today. I wish I had the guts to say thank you to all my teachers and shower them with some kind of gratitude. But knowing me, I wimped out and just left with a good bye and take care Mr./Mrs Blank. 


Moving on . . 

Starting the new semester was quite hectic. Reason why is the classes I have seem pretty intimidating -- actually scratch intimidating more like really intimidating. The course  I had , has majority of seniors and only a few juniors ( me being a junior) I felt like I really needed to up my game. Showing to them that just because i'm a junior you shouldn't feel inferior to me. Well thats what i'm thinking . . because some people I know that are of seniors have this high built " i'm too cool for school and anyone younger sucks" rep that kind of auras off into me. Thinking I must put on my A game. Hopefully I do survive this course and just quietly move on and get the mark I want and leave. 

Another particular problem I need to address is Phys.Ed . . oh boy. Having one empty course that needed to be placed in. Guidance counselors had to book me in Phys.Ed.. - Trust me i'm not the greatest in sports and I know I will do horrible when it comes to eye to eye coordination. WHYYY MEEEE . Ughh this whole week will be fitness day and for sure I know i'm going to be the weakest xP cause all I do is laze around and eat. Poop me. . Hopefully I make it alive and will write more about it near the end of the course.

Though I do know I may not do well , I will always make do whats given. Hopefully I can make do with this situation .. persevere and try to do my best. Hehehe :)) knowing I'm going to probably be picked last again in gym class like when I was a small kid. Whatever . . . right? Hopefully what gets to you to or anyone that is reading this. Is that if things are looking ever so hard , take baby steps. I know for me when I face something hard and needed to pass. Slowly pave a path for you in order to pass, yes , sure it may be long but effort doesn't betray you. If you know you're making progress with what your doing even if its as small , feel good about it because what small things you do overtime will increasingly amount to something bigger. 

Stay fresh guys,hwaiting~!

Bye bye!! 

January Top 5 Quincy's Music Pick

Hey guys , so for anyone who does read my blog. I think many of you noticed I like Kpop but I love all kinds of music ㅋㅋ So anyways . . . These aren't necessarily going to be released in January but I'll try to focus around the month :).

Top 5 Music Picks of January

SNSD - I Got A Boy

5) This has been one of my jams since the start of the new year, the intricate dance moves caught my sleepy attention as well with the mix of beats. Each member has their own segement and spotlight which actually is awesome because we usually see the main '3' girls in every other video overshadowing everyone else . So kudos to SM finally realizing this. LETS HOPE it stays that way. 

Bruno Mars- Locked Out of Heaven

4) Number 4 goes to Bruno Mars , The beat is just so raw and retro. However, it's not just the rawness and retro aspect that makes this song awesome. It just feels like something you can rock too and sing with a girl/guy in a swing club while dancing. The feel is sooo 80's and a mix of reggae. Defiantly a must listen too. The 2:45 is just eargasm * 0 *.  .  sometimes I wish I had his voice :[ . . . MOVING ON!

P!nk- Try

3) This song is just too fabulous, the song just speaks for itself that you guys should never give up. Legit , this song is my exercise song xP and when I feel like I'm about to die in pain T . T exercising im like TRY TRY TRY TRY. This song is so motivating and powerful. As well the MV is just an awesome bonus , i've never seen P!ink dance contemporary so watching those raw powerful moves. Ughhhhhhhh for sure this is going to stick as an amazing song in my itunes and I would never skip it. 

어반자카파(URBAN ZAKAPA) - 니가 싫어(I hate you)

2) Ughh the vibes I get listening to this, The song just feels like those hipster songs you would find in a coffee cafe. Where you can chill or even just listen to this as a song after a harsh breakup or sad event. Defiantly  a song you could fall into sleep with ( IN A GOOD WAY). If you like to hear piano's and 3 angles beautifully belt out notes. LISTENNNN , I COMMAND YOU. Also, did you know in Korea they play so much of Urban Zakapa that it even overshadows the mainstream KPOP movement because thats how great their songs are. Very highly respected indie korean band in my books and you can't lie if you said they weren't talented.

Nine Muses-  Doll

1) Lastly , Nine Muses takes the cake for this month. The sweet tunes and reggae kind of feel as well as the consistency of their past music. Is what I feel brought them to me, as number 1. Their music has always been really good and it's a shame that their overlooked as the " girls who copied SNSD" but the thing is they aren't like SNSD. I feel like their music could be blasted airwaves but because everyone is so fixated into the structural status of the group they forgot they key element of why a group was created and that is the music. Well anyways, I hope you guys check this out and support them. By far they have improved so much and hearing this song to me is like my groove song when I want to cook or do my hair lolol.  

Agree or disagree with my picks ? And have suggestion on what else you guys want me to comment and take a look at?  Comment :D. AHUEHUEHE, 

Bye bye~!

Finding the Perfect Job (it's not easy imo)

Hey guys , 

Today what struck upon me when I was working is, "when will the perfect job come to me?". Lets just make sure you guys know some pretext. . My family isn't in the best shape right now and I've only worked 2 jobs in my life.. The jobs I get hired for is serving and I still do today. I don't like it nor hate it but these past months I've been just looking at myself in the mirror. Pondering the thought that I feel like I could do so much more, though I am thankful they took me in because I need the money. I just wished that I could get a job that I had planned for in the beginning of my career journey. .I mean like, I know I maybe acting spoiled with the job I already have at the moment, but for sure in my life I don't want to be stuck as a server. I don't know =/ maybe it is just me having second thoughts. Since beggars aren't choosers and you can guess what position I am in atm lol =P  . . Though I am not ashamed of it, I pictured myself doing a job that I will at least have fun doing.  

Hmm... and you know whats else is cheesing me with this? My ever so amazing father. My relation with him wasn't the greatest since young and still is. However, to think that when he drives to me work or does anything that helps me somehow benefit to my work. He now thinks that he's the biggest contributor in me, getting my job. I know I can't drive and all -- I even planned myself to take the bus. But because he drives me now he feels like I'm obligated to pay him for "gas fees" and "family expenses". -__- Really? I'm a fucking minor for gods sakes. I don't even make enough to have three zeroes in my pay check. URGG LET ME SAVE UP FOR UNIVERSITY GOD DAMMIT, cause I know you messed up with my savings account with your ever so infamous gambling addiction SO NOW I better start saving... THE LEAST YOU CAN do is not ask me for money. Gosh.... He kept trying to anxiously persuade me but not blatantly to pay him, he asks for 80% of what I get in my pay check. Where the 20% goes back to me. . . Now imagine I work only a limited amount of days because the place I was hired in , had took me in on a special request and was never hiring in the first place. I make less then 3 zeroes so imagine .-.... my 80% gone. . to the finger tips of someone I loath. Now , the thoughts that may go to your head is "why not say no?". Ha . . . if only it was ever so easy. 

Since he was a part of the reasons why my family is a slump. He uses the family card on me and because I do care about my family ( though I don't show it well) I just feel guilty that if I don't pay him , its naturally going to hurt back the family in the end. So.. I don't know. I'm lost and thinking about actually giving him the money I worked hard for. While he sits at home watching tv,  reading newspaper and whatever he does I don't really care about. 

So this brings me back to the perfect job.. I know maybe when I get older I'll maybe get it, but it sucks. I feel like im not working for me but for him. Fuckmeright.jpg =/ . To anyone who does read my personal stories, please don't pity me. Why?

1. I'm thankful that people actually care to read what I say , or even have a interest in my life. And making someone in a depressed or sad mood isn't my forte.
2. I have this mindset in my head that pushes anyone who pities or is sad for me. Fall into my public zone because probably they feel obligated to help. But if you really got to know me then you'll understand that i'm not just a sad story. Just a kid with extraordinary problems xP. 
3. LIVE LIFE AND MOVE ON. I only write these to express what's going in my head since I find that writing things out is my outlet. A  healthier way then what I used to do.

Anyways . . . My question for you guys is have any of you guys found your perfect job? If you don't have a job yet , what job are you thinking about going for?  :)) I wish all of you best of luck.

Bye bye~! 

High School Exam problem? Quincy's guide :D along with CANDY!

Hey guys,

For the past few weeks now our school has started the exam week session. That is when students from freshman to senior start prepping notes for their examination, which is the week after. During these weeks students and friends in my school are practically living zombies with no sleep. SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK!! Kidding xP it is imperative to get sleep guys. . . Anyways with a huge chunk of studying to do for this week. Why not plan next year so next year you will be more prepared. 

Exam prepping ( Quincy style OP OP OP OP~ ) 
- MAKE NOTES 2 WEEKS before examination day. Even better if you can start earlier since the main goal is to study easily. ( So having notes done now will save you time for you to make notes then)
-Try teaching someone or even talk to yourself when studying. I find that if you teach someone a concept you have gained a more knowledgeable insight in explaining the work you got taught in, which really helps when going into a examination. 
- Get sleep , I don't know how many kids can think that in high school or college/university pulling an all nighter is going to help you get that A+. WELL hopefully you come to realize that you can function and memorize even better when you get enough sleep. So don't fret too much on staying up. You can always sleep early and then wake up around 1-2 hours before your real alarm clock to study :)) It really helps if you wake up and study it makes it easier to remember things *IMO*.
- Write, Speak , Read -> 3 key factors into keeping the lessons all in your brain without being jumbled. 

I wish any students in their exam moments to take deep breathes and work hard. Remember failure is ok as long as you tried and felt like you did your best that is all their is too it.

~
Stressed out?

- Take 10min inteval breaks and come back to your work to start again. Repeat and rinse til you get the concept and flip the page.
- Eat some candies or things that you like. I know for me its Chelsea and Uha candy that makes me smile and helps me become distressed. 

- Also , go watch a movie you like on a rerun. Do something you like doing for a few minutes that you know that you can pause or something. 
- You can always eat? Eating is usually the best option for me with exams when I'm nervous but after eating probably a few Costco fries I'm really chill and relaxed. 


Sorry for the short blog post guys and gals or too whoever is reading. As you can tell I have exams atm and trying to do my best and pray that I will achieve a good mark that suits me. So my question for you guys is how do you guys cope with high school stress? Any tips for high schoolers doing exams? 
What is your favorite candy * 0 *?

Bye bye~!

Doing Bad in What I Like.

01/22/2013
Hey guys, 

How are ya'll doing? Today's rant is about how sometimes it sucks when you love something (i.e hobby,subject,passion) but can't reach that expectation. 

Today I faced an event that made me feel worthless, crap, useless and whatever sad things that may sound like a loser. Why? , because when I like doing this particular something or putting a lot of time on that. It  always backfires and comes back down with unforgiving results. Don't you hate it? When you put much passion into the thing that you do the most worst in? But cant seem to hate it because you like it so much? 

When you finally get the results of what you placed your passion in, the result isn't as you expected. The thing is by time ,it gets worse and only gets worse as each passing day comes by. 
I find it annoying how you struggle your best into that passion and feeling, although it may sound hypocritical because I'm a firm believer in effort. Life just sometimes knows how to buttfuck you so hard that you just can't even respond too it and just accept it.

I know for me it was English.. learning, writing, reading English. I had a thing for it but it never did for me. Everyday I would pray to some god out there begging that I just do well enough that I feel will suffice into my own conscious and usually it never does and just makes me deeply depressed. What other things that come to my mind is that I start thinking about  how or what factors did I do to receive this? I reflect and access my situation which then I go into a philosophical view and start inputting the grief cycle upon myself. 

I'm legitimately exhausted , that I can never do enough to prove that I don't deserve what I get back in return. As well, I guess sometimes it goes back into my teachers and where they were taught .
Heheheheheheheh.... sometimes I wish I can just go into endless tangents of discussion in my paper and probably be assessed with that xP because I probably can ace that. . . . =)


Anyways I guess my resolve is probably just suck it up and try harder. .  Despite how much I  don't get credited for it. Moral of the rant is just don't give up? I mean I know I'm not doing that well but I will walk with all of you guys who are going through the same problem as I am. 

So in conclusion, probably the most important thing is that passion and love. Don't lose it and don't give it up if its not working out easily. If what you like is not loving you back keep persisting. I know I will and hopefully I will see better results in my life and won't become crazy about not receiving what I should have got. (aww my Hyuna over there looks frustrated TT .TT . . hehhe ^^ btw that's my waifu)

 Question for you guys!! Do you guys have something you really love to do but will never receive the love back?


Bye bye guys!!

The MISERY of being Mugged/Jumped.

Hey guys ,

So i'm Quincy here to share a part of my life and finally getting around in creating  a blog. I know not many will likely read my stories but I just hope one day when I see myself older I can look back to myself and see the progress and footprints I left when I started this blog.

FIRST rant. 

Today my twin got mugged at school , it was hard for me to absorb the impact but I put on the stone face and just played it cool. Kind of regretting that I did that since I talked back to some teachers rudely when they asked if I was ok. Probably because they thought he was my twin, they would of thought I felt something like how he felt but I guess the message they interpreted from me was cold but I really wished I did not come off rude and just expressed without my feelings , being abruptly being lost. 

When I heard the story of my friends witnessing my twin getting mugged , I was pissed. Angered that I didn't even know it happened , but what got me thinking was that if I had a chance to just insert a memory chip into his head on what my family goes through DAILY. What he did to receive what was earned fairly-- Oh man would he had felt like shit. I honestly hope he gets caught.. 
Questions in my head I would ask is Why? Why would you steal from someone who spent COUNTLESS WORK HOURS working just to save up for a new phone. Take note our family isn't the most funded so saving up and buying a new phone I give creds to my twin. So for that hard work to be snatched as well receiving a punch in the face. Come on.. is that not too much? I know it may be lost now but I am hoping.. hoping that this person does turn himself in or gets caught. Knowing this... 

I also cannot believe my school and older siblings gave no shits or ambiance to my twin who got mugged but just replied with snarky witty comments. It's like they think its ok for someone to steal. For example at school. .. Our Vice, Mrs.Finster(example of a last name) goes on a jumble how my friend who called the police immediately was wrong for doing so and it was proto-call for you to alert the head office to adhere the situation... Now I know it was based of my friends quote but  what the FUCK honestly. I'm sorry but can I call BS? Mrs... you must be fucking stupid and scolding my friend for calling the police makes you look half as dumb when arguing with the other vice on who does their work better. Honestly if you think putting a reputable name for a school is first priority, and then the student comes second, then congratulations you managed to piss off an angry student. Hereby if I had no mercy to spread this into social media imagine how much crap you'll get into fucker..

Conclusion . . . Don't steal. Even if you can't afford it or want it badly put some god dam effort into what you want i.e make some cash and earn it . . . 

Effort does not betray you. If it ever does, that just means you didn’t put enough effort into it. "
		-Kara : Nicole

That's basically a slice of life in my shoes. I'll try to post from time to time and I guess if anyone likes reading these rants please feel free to give advice or comment. Have you ever been mugged or know anyone who has? Have you ever tried catching the culprit and was able to give them a piece of your mind? Cause.. I'm still hoping to give mine. 

So yea :} My first Blog I guess. .. bye bye!